Tude
08-05-02, 05:26 PM
Was going to ask about the new Marine site and what the H going on ?
Started to read about disappointment .
Have been away from forums for about a week , did manage to get one or two posts posted , but I have been experiencing something that I could not control:HERE GOES:
Had my knees replaced ,both at the same time (total replacement) May14th 8am.was on Super pain Meds until seven days ago , my Doctor said I was going to turn into a JUNKIE if I continued to take Meds , So being a tough sometimes bull headed Marine Veteran (no combat) I went cold Turkey
OH MY GOD , i NOW HAVE A VERY REAL SENSE of what PTSD IS
alll about , I was seeing things and dreaming the weiredest dreams , couldn't sleep , couldn't concentrate , Diahrreah, Nausea
etc,etc, went to Doctors after five days I am starting to come around .SCARED ME SIMPLE , upset Earth Angel , my Life was in Chaos and for five days no one including me knew why.
Just thought I would share this with you all ,as I know many of you have suffered like this and still do , I SAY TO YOU MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS SEEK ALL THE HELP THAT IS AVAILABALE
I had a total of Seven days , many of you have had this for years , I went through , A to HELL THROUGH Z AND BACK iT WAS VERY BAD and was short lived lived.
God Bless You All My Brothers and Sisters.
Jimmy:)
Had to get this out of my brain.
Also I fought the Marine Corps everyday it was part of being a Marine, twist the rules , but don't BREAK THEM.
Today I DON'T SEE HOW ANY ONE PUTS UP WITH THE sTRESS OF A Regular job, let alone having the STRESS OF BEING IN THE Armed forces today , end of Tudes rant, SEMPER FIDELIS
Started to read about disappointment .
Have been away from forums for about a week , did manage to get one or two posts posted , but I have been experiencing something that I could not control:HERE GOES:
Had my knees replaced ,both at the same time (total replacement) May14th 8am.was on Super pain Meds until seven days ago , my Doctor said I was going to turn into a JUNKIE if I continued to take Meds , So being a tough sometimes bull headed Marine Veteran (no combat) I went cold Turkey
OH MY GOD , i NOW HAVE A VERY REAL SENSE of what PTSD IS
alll about , I was seeing things and dreaming the weiredest dreams , couldn't sleep , couldn't concentrate , Diahrreah, Nausea
etc,etc, went to Doctors after five days I am starting to come around .SCARED ME SIMPLE , upset Earth Angel , my Life was in Chaos and for five days no one including me knew why.
Just thought I would share this with you all ,as I know many of you have suffered like this and still do , I SAY TO YOU MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS SEEK ALL THE HELP THAT IS AVAILABALE
I had a total of Seven days , many of you have had this for years , I went through , A to HELL THROUGH Z AND BACK iT WAS VERY BAD and was short lived lived.
God Bless You All My Brothers and Sisters.
Jimmy:)
Had to get this out of my brain.
Also I fought the Marine Corps everyday it was part of being a Marine, twist the rules , but don't BREAK THEM.
Today I DON'T SEE HOW ANY ONE PUTS UP WITH THE sTRESS OF A Regular job, let alone having the STRESS OF BEING IN THE Armed forces today , end of Tudes rant, SEMPER FIDELIS