Yes Ed, those memories just keep rolling in, just like the tide. What get's me is when people tell me I need to change what goes through my head is that if I was any different I'd be dead. And then I think, maybe that's what they want.
You know, I don't remember telling many people in my life that they should change, I'm used to dealing with *******s, that's why Billy and I are such good friends, but most folks sure don't give that to me. Then another thought goes through my head, fvck em.