ball51
12-12-09, 03:40 PM
good afternoon gentleman. let me get to my question, i just found out i have a herniated disc and arthritis in my back. i am also recently married to an awesome woman. we have kids. up and coming in march is deployment to a-stan. i was told its my decision whether i stay and deploy or if i get seped and go home. i dont want to deploy and most likely make my injury worse. however, i became an infantry assaultman so i can blow sh** the f*** up and e.a.s. with pride and a sense of accomplishment. i hate my life here unless its a day im pulling a trigger ha ha, but ive been training with these guys for a while.... theyre my brothers! this will be my first deployment and our bc says its going to be a sh** storm! my brothers though are the ones telling me to go home to my wife and kids and enjoy life, and dont worry about them. any advice would be greatly appreciated.