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thedrifter
04-06-03, 09:47 PM
Many Took Arms With 9/11 Etched in Their Minds
By MONICA DAVEY


Most of them lived many miles from New York and Washington, in small towns and strip-mall suburbs worlds away from ground zero and the Pentagon. Still, they told their families, the terror attacks of Sept. 11 had changed them.

"He was plain angry," Leslie Montemayor said of her daughter's young boyfriend, who enlisted in the Army a few months after the attacks and was killed last weekend in Iraq. "He said he couldn't stand to see any more terrorists making us scared in our own country."

Of the Americans killed fighting in Iraq, some had signed up for service, at least in part, because of the 2001 attacks. Spurred along by feelings of frustration and rage at the scenes they saw on television, they set aside college plans and ordinary jobs.

For others, already serving in the Marines or the Army when the World Trade Center towers were struck, the attacks stirred a new sense of purpose, a new urgency, about their work. One young marine tattooed an image on his arm: firefighters raising the American flag through the smoke at ground zero. Another told his sister he felt guilty that he and his fellow marines had been unable to prevent the attacks. That had been their job, he told her, and they could never let such a thing happen again.

As families in towns like Conyers, Ga., and Layton, Utah, learned last week how their own had perished in Iraq — in a suicide bombing, a shooting, a tank accident, a helicopter crash, an ambush — they also reflected on the terror attacks, once a catalyst to serve and now a distant link to shared grief.

Diego Fernando Rincon, the smiley teenager who dated Ms. Montemayor's daughter, graduated from Salem High School in Conyers in 2001. Some of his friends had no idea he was thinking of the military. His interests had seemed more like their own: acting in school plays, driving his prized yellow Mustang, playing practical jokes on the guys. Around the end of 2001, though, he signed up.

"He did it because he felt it was something he needed to do to make sure Sept. 11 couldn't happen again," Ms. Montemayor said. "He was scared, but he was very proud to be a part of it."

Private Rincon, whose family moved to the United States from Colombia when he was 5, mailed a letter to his mother at the end of February. His unit was preparing to roll off in its Bradley fighting vehicles, he told her, and he might not be able to write soon. He told his mother he loved her. He also told her of his fears, the jarring flashes he had of what might come next.

"Sitting here picturing home with a small tear in my eyes," he wrote. "Spending time with my brothers who will hold my life in their hands. I try not to think of what may happen in the future but I can't stand seeing it in my eyes.

"There's going to be murders, funerals and tears rolling down everybody's eyes. But the only thing I can say is keep my head up and try to keep the faith and pray for better days. All this will pass."

Private Rincon, 19, was killed on March 29 at an Army roadblock outside Najaf. An Iraqi soldier dressed as a cabdriver summoned him and three other soldiers, then detonated a bomb. Killed beside him were Pfc. Michael Russell Creighton-Weldon, Sgt. Eugene Williams and Cpl. Michael Edward Curtin.

Like many others, Corporal Curtin, 23, of Howell Township, N.J., had enlisted before the terror attacks. That very week, in fact, he had completed his basic training at Fort Benning, Ga., his aunt Karen Thompson said.

Corporal Curtin was a deeply private person, Ms. Thompson said, and he would hate all this attention. He rarely even let anyone snap his photo, she said, but he was proud of his military service, and the speed with which he was promoted to corporal.

When he came home for a visit last Christmas, he surprised his relatives by letting them take pictures. He had his uniform with him. "He posed in it beside his family," Ms. Thompson said. "Maybe that was fate that we got to have those."

'He Knew the Risks'

Two years ago, Michael J. Williams seemed to have a clear path before him. He had started a flooring business in Phoenix. He was 29, old enough to know what he was doing. Then the planes hit.

"After Sept. 11, he wanted to do something," Heather Strange, his girlfriend, said. So he joined the Marines, where he was a lance corporal. Some of the other marines, right out of high school, considered Corporal Williams so much older that they called him names like Pops. But he was also 6-foot-4 and 240 pounds, thick and strong enough to lug heavy mortar on his back along with his gear, family members said.
"He knew the risks of serving in Iraq, but he thought it was important that he do something to protect this country," Ms. Strange said. On the ship on his way to Kuwait, Corporal Williams proposed to Ms. Strange by e-mail. She typed back: Yes.

Corporal Williams, 31, disappeared during a fierce firefight with Iraqi tanks, soldiers and guerrillas near Nasiriya on March 23. His body was found later, as were those of two other marines — Lance Cpl. Thomas A. Blair of Wagoner, Okla., and Lance Cpl. Patrick R. Nixon of Gallatin, Tenn. The bodies of nine other marines were found near the attack earlier. Others are still missing.

Corporal Nixon, 21, took a different path into the Marines. He signed up almost the moment he graduated from Overton High School in Nashville. He seemed to have always known he would.

"Every man in the family, as far as I know, has served in the military," his older brother, Joseph Nixon, said. "We just view it as service to our country."

Corporal Nixon was the baby and the joker of the family. He had nursed his mother with his humor when she was terminally ill, and he still willingly dressed in a clown costume for his nieces on their birthdays. But he also immersed himself in history, reading fat books on generals, presidents and the Revolutionary War. And he saw the 2001 terror attacks through that lens, his stepsister Ginger A. Ford said.

"He said that we wouldn't have what we had now if we hadn't fought years and years ago, and he really believed that we have to fight for it now," Ms. Ford said. "He really felt like there was no time to waste."

From their base, Corporal Nixon and his two closest friends in the Marines had watched news coverage of the 2001 strikes, hour after hour, she said. "They really wanted to go after somebody at that point. They wanted to go get them."

While no evidence has directly connected Saddam Hussein to the Sept. 11 attacks, Corporal Nixon viewed this war as another chapter in a longer battle against terror, Ms. Ford said. "He truly saw Iraq as part of that," she said, adding that Corporal Nixon had said he was saddened and puzzled that people in this country did not seem to feel as united around this war as they had in the aftermath of Sept. 11 and during the fighting in Afghanistan.

'I'm Ready for This'

When members of his family asked him about the prospect of fighting in Iraq, Pfc. Francisco Martínez-Flores of the Marines expressed no fear. They asked if he was nervous. "No, I'm ready for this," he answered.

"It was his duty," said his sister, Nayeli Martínez-Flores. He wanted to serve his country, she said.

But like several of the servicemen killed in Iraq, Private Martínez-Flores was not, officially, a United States citizen. He grew up in Duarte, east of Los Angeles, where he signed up for the Boy Scouts and played football at Duarte High School. But he was born in Guadalajara, Mexico. His family said he shipped out for war two weeks before he had planned to take the citizenship oath.

"He was proud of being here in the United States," his sister said. "He felt if we hadn't come we wouldn't have had the same opportunities that we do now." His family said he told them that he hoped to become an F.B.I. agent someday.

Private Martínez-Flores, 22, died when the M1A1 Abrams tank he was riding in veered off a bridge west of Nasiriya, crashed through a guardrail and sank, upside down, in the Euphrates River. Three other marines in the 60-ton tank also died: Staff Sgt. Donald C. May Jr., Lance Cpl. Patrick T. O'Day and Cpl. Robert M. Rodriguez.

More than 31,000 people serving in the armed forces are not United States citizens, Pentagon officials say. At least six of them have died in the war in Iraq. Last week, the United States awarded citizenship to two marines killed in the first days of the war, and other families say they may seek similar status for their lost servicemen — only a symbol, they say, but one that would have meant something to the men.

"I know he wanted to be a citizen," Gunnery Sgt. Joseph Menusa's wife, Stacy L. Menusa, said. "If he hadn't, he wouldn't have made the military and fighting for this country his life."

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thedrifter
04-06-03, 09:48 PM
Sergeant Menusa was born in the Philippines but moved to California when he was 10, Mrs. Menusa said. He fought in the first gulf war, 12 years ago, and held posts in Japan, Cuba, Hawaii and the San Francisco area.

Somewhere in Iraq, Sergeant Menusa, 33, was shot. "He was my rock," Mrs. Menusa said. She has wrestled with how she will eventually talk about it to her son, Joshua, 3. Joshua is already telling people that his daddy died in a war. But Mrs. Menusa said she knows he has no sense yet of what this will mean for him.

Six years ago, another family moved from Tijuana to California so a son could live out his dream. Jesús Alberto Suárez del Solar wanted desperately to join the Marines, his father said, so the family moved to Escondido.

The young Marine lance corporal never became a citizen, his family said, but he came to love American action movies and rap music.

Corporal Suárez's desire to fight in Iraq, said his wife, Sayne, grew out of the Sept. 11 attacks. He worried about new terrorist strikes in this country. "He always told us that he wanted to go over there so they did not come over here and hurt us," she said.

But his father, Fernando, said he blamed the administration — and what he called President Bush's flawed and hasty Iraq policy — for his son's death, at 20, in a shooting. He said he wished his son had died for something other than "Bush's oil," adding, "I feel proud of my son and betrayed by my country."

He also blames himself, he said. He should never have listened to his son's wish. If the family had not moved here, he said, "this would have never happened."

'He Believed in His Mission'

Specialist Brandon J. Rowe's family in Roscoe, Ill., tried to talk him into picking a different part of the military, one less dangerous than the infantry. He would have none of it. "Someone's got to do the dirty work," he told them.

Specialist Rowe, 20, had admitted that he felt anxious. The possibility of torture or chemical warfare worried him. Once he got to the desert, his family said, his concerns turned to smaller matters: Please send beef jerky and foot powder.

"He used to say that if anybody said they weren't nervous about going there, they were lying," his brother, Brent, said. "But he believed in his mission and felt he was trained to do what he was supposed to do, and he was ready to go."

On March 31, he was hit by enemy gunfire near Najaf.

On her living room wall, Specialist Rowe's mother keeps a picture of her son with his platoon, during basic training. It was taken on Sept. 10, 2001. It might have looked different had it been taken a day later.

"Everything became a little more serious after Sept. 11," Brent Rowe said. "The whole climate changed and set everything in motion."

The terror attacks disturbed Roderic A. Solomon, a sergeant in the Army — his uncle had been somewhere near the World Trade Center that day — but Sergeant Solomon's decision to re-enlist in the Army months after the attacks was far simpler.

"He had finally realized that he liked the military most of all," his father, Robert E. Solomon, said. "The key element here was that he liked all the travel, to see the world and to learn about different cultures. He liked the life, too. He finally knew this is what he was going to do."

Years earlier, Sergeant Solomon had joined the R.O.T.C. as a student at Pine Forest High School in his hometown, Fayetteville, N.C.. He enlisted as soon as he graduated. He served in the first gulf war and reported back to his father about how broad and vast the desert really was.

But after six years of service, he decided to try out some other careers. He took an administrative job. He worked part time in a post office. None of these jobs suited him as well as the Army had, so he went back in May 2002.

When he was deployed again in January, his father bought him a $300 gadget, the size of a box of cigarettes: a global positioning system, so this time he would know his way in all that endless sand.

In the dark hours before dawn on March 28, Sergeant Solomon's Bradley fighting vehicle rolled off a cliff. Five other soldiers were wounded in the accident, his father said. Sergeant Solomon was the only one who did not survive, a fact that has left his father, himself a retired sergeant major, wondering where his son might have been in the vehicle, how it all happened, what went wrong.

"It was hard to take," Robert Solomon said. "He was the youngest of my children." Sergeant Solomon, who was 32, had three children of his own. His youngest is 3.

'A Deep Sense of Sadness'

More than 2,000 miles from ground zero, in Layton, Utah, Staff Sgt. James W. Cawley of the Marine Reserves felt stunned by the 2001 terror attacks, his family said. At the time, he told his brother and sisters that the only way he could find comfort was by going into his son and daughter's rooms as they slept, and holding them tight.

"He was shocked and outraged," his brother, Mike Cawley, said. "He just felt that the country had been more or less invaded, like Pearl Harbor. He felt that something had to be done. If nobody did anything to protect our freedom, we would be under our own personal horror. He felt he should be the one to stand up."

But Sergeant Cawley also knew, almost immediately, what a war against terror could mean for him and for his family: soon, surely, he would be called up from the Reserves, called away from his job as a detective with the Salt Lake City Police Department, sent away from his family.

Sergeant Cawley wrote letters to his young children before he left. "When America was attacked I knew that I would eventually have to go and I was filled with a deep sense of sadness," he wrote.

Of all people, he knew just how hard a father's absence, for months or longer, could be.

"When I was a little boy aged 6," he wrote in one letter, "my dad, your Grandpa Cawley was sent to Vietnam during the War there. I remember how much I missed him. But being a child, I didn't realize how hard it must have been on him, too. But unfortunately I have come to realize just how rough it must have been for Grandpa to be away from his children for a year."

Sergeant Cawley, 41, was killed in Iraq on March 29 as coalition forces raced to the scene of a fight, his family said. His father, Grandpa Cawley, survives him.

Sempers,

Roger